A Tap I Can't Turn Off
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โฑ๏ธ 3:03 duration
๐ ID: 22234206
๐ Lyrics
There is an overwhelming sense of doubt
That's spent a lifetime occupying my mind
The things that I've done to block it out
Have corroded the rest of what's left over time
A fading distant sound is calling to me
But I can't block it out now
I've lost the page and I've lost the count
And now I am struggling to be
How do you believe in me now?
After all the times that I have let you down
How do you believe in me now?
It's not fair and it's scary to think of my life
Without you around
My avoidance has been habit forming
I've done my best to tell a different story
It's built and bred and bled in my thoughts
Now it's like a tap I can't turn off
I follow footsteps that are a winding path
Of the things I know I lack
I found the thread and I traced it back
But I struggle to be the person
You still seem to see
How do you believe in me now?
After all the times that I have let you down
How do you believe in me now?
It's not fair and it's scary to think of my life
Without you around
If there wasn't evidence
I wouldn't believe where I have been
But I still lack confidence
And sometimes I feel like shit
How do you believe in me now?
After all the times that I have let you down
How do you believe in me now?
It's not fair and it's scary to think of my life
Without you around
That's spent a lifetime occupying my mind
The things that I've done to block it out
Have corroded the rest of what's left over time
A fading distant sound is calling to me
But I can't block it out now
I've lost the page and I've lost the count
And now I am struggling to be
How do you believe in me now?
After all the times that I have let you down
How do you believe in me now?
It's not fair and it's scary to think of my life
Without you around
My avoidance has been habit forming
I've done my best to tell a different story
It's built and bred and bled in my thoughts
Now it's like a tap I can't turn off
I follow footsteps that are a winding path
Of the things I know I lack
I found the thread and I traced it back
But I struggle to be the person
You still seem to see
How do you believe in me now?
After all the times that I have let you down
How do you believe in me now?
It's not fair and it's scary to think of my life
Without you around
If there wasn't evidence
I wouldn't believe where I have been
But I still lack confidence
And sometimes I feel like shit
How do you believe in me now?
After all the times that I have let you down
How do you believe in me now?
It's not fair and it's scary to think of my life
Without you around
โฑ๏ธ Synced Lyrics
[00:11.03] There is an overwhelming sense of doubt
[00:14.54] That's spent a lifetime occupying my mind
[00:17.34] The things that I've done to block it out
[00:19.61] Have corroded the rest of what's left over time
[00:23.16] A fading distant sound is calling to me
[00:26.48] But I can't block it out now
[00:28.76] I've lost the page and I've lost the count
[00:31.19] And now I am struggling to be
[00:34.47] How do you believe in me now?
[00:39.05] After all the times that I have let you down
[00:45.78] How do you believe in me now?
[00:50.34] It's not fair and it's scary to think of my life
[00:55.12] Without you around
[00:59.46]
[01:07.52] My avoidance has been habit forming
[01:11.08] I've done my best to tell a different story
[01:13.57] It's built and bred and bled in my thoughts
[01:16.44] Now it's like a tap I can't turn off
[01:19.66] I follow footsteps that are a winding path
[01:23.05] Of the things I know I lack
[01:25.14] I found the thread and I traced it back
[01:27.40] But I struggle to be the person
[01:31.66] You still seem to see
[01:33.81] How do you believe in me now?
[01:38.47] After all the times that I have let you down
[01:45.03] How do you believe in me now?
[01:49.58] It's not fair and it's scary to think of my life
[01:54.51] Without you around
[01:59.30]
[02:06.24] If there wasn't evidence
[02:09.12] I wouldn't believe where I have been
[02:12.71] But I still lack confidence
[02:15.16] And sometimes I feel like shit
[02:21.57]
[02:31.56] How do you believe in me now?
[02:36.35] After all the times that I have let you down
[02:42.91] How do you believe in me now?
[02:47.57] It's not fair and it's scary to think of my life
[02:52.42] Without you around
[02:54.19]
[00:14.54] That's spent a lifetime occupying my mind
[00:17.34] The things that I've done to block it out
[00:19.61] Have corroded the rest of what's left over time
[00:23.16] A fading distant sound is calling to me
[00:26.48] But I can't block it out now
[00:28.76] I've lost the page and I've lost the count
[00:31.19] And now I am struggling to be
[00:34.47] How do you believe in me now?
[00:39.05] After all the times that I have let you down
[00:45.78] How do you believe in me now?
[00:50.34] It's not fair and it's scary to think of my life
[00:55.12] Without you around
[00:59.46]
[01:07.52] My avoidance has been habit forming
[01:11.08] I've done my best to tell a different story
[01:13.57] It's built and bred and bled in my thoughts
[01:16.44] Now it's like a tap I can't turn off
[01:19.66] I follow footsteps that are a winding path
[01:23.05] Of the things I know I lack
[01:25.14] I found the thread and I traced it back
[01:27.40] But I struggle to be the person
[01:31.66] You still seem to see
[01:33.81] How do you believe in me now?
[01:38.47] After all the times that I have let you down
[01:45.03] How do you believe in me now?
[01:49.58] It's not fair and it's scary to think of my life
[01:54.51] Without you around
[01:59.30]
[02:06.24] If there wasn't evidence
[02:09.12] I wouldn't believe where I have been
[02:12.71] But I still lack confidence
[02:15.16] And sometimes I feel like shit
[02:21.57]
[02:31.56] How do you believe in me now?
[02:36.35] After all the times that I have let you down
[02:42.91] How do you believe in me now?
[02:47.57] It's not fair and it's scary to think of my life
[02:52.42] Without you around
[02:54.19]