Hard to Love [Explicit]

I make mistakes, I hate myself
Took my demons off the shelf
Drink them down and put us both through hell
Your mom's birthday, I showed up late
Bloodshot eyes and heavy shakes
You're fighting with your dad, now I'm to blame

I swear to God, I hear you when you say
Go get some help and we'll see better days
I'm hard to love
I'm so hard to love, you build me up and
I just self-destruct. I'm hard to love, when there's enough to love
I can't believe that you're not giving up
Not good like you, you know it's true

I'm hard to love
I'm hard to love
Ooh, got the message, read the text
Caught me flirting with my ex

It meant nothing, meant no disrespect
I don't know why I do this to myself
I'm all fucked up, I've gotta get some help
I'm hard to love, I'm so hard to love
You build me up and I just self-destruct
I'm hard to love, but it's not enough
I can't believe that you're not giving up
I'm not good like you, no it's true
I'm stubborn, I'm lazy, sometimes my head gets so crazy
It's like my confidence fading, but now I'm self-deprecating

If you have to understand, I know this wasn't in your plan
I can't be a better man, it's true, just like me
I'm hard to love, I'm so hard to love
You build me up and I just fuck it up
I'm hard to love, but it's not enough
I can't believe that you're not giving up
I'm not good like you, no it's true

I'm hard to love
I'm hard to love
I'm hard to love
I'm high in love!
I'm falling in love
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
I'm your love
I'm in love
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh