Anesthesia Awareness

I feel it coursing through all of my veins
Living a nightmare that I can't escape
My legs are bound and I can't move my lips
Tear through my body like I don't exist
Hands like knives
Fingers tearing through all of my insides
Hands like knives
The scent of flesh fills my nose as it burns
Cautery misfires resonant nerves
Synapses scream in the back of my brain
Won't let me sleep through unbearable pain
Why won't you let me fucking die

Paralyzed
All aware
Let me die

I feel it coursing through all of my veins
Living a nightmare that I can't escape
Something is wrong but I know I can't scream
Will there be an end to this terrible dream
Hands like knives
This is life I'd rather fucking die
Hands like knives