Tears of the Past

Rain falls down on the trees
Branches heavy with tears of the past
And the wind speaks to me
At my window

Apathy, indifference controlling me
Isolation
Loneliness, anxiety, hopelessness
Losing interest
Meditate on just one thing
Difficulties concentrating
Innocence, in a sense
I am guilty, I surrender

You can't escape from this
If you don't stop running away from your fears

Blue-gray streaks are coming down
Perfect skies shine in the distance
Barriers that blur my sight
Keep me in this dark existence

You can't escape from this
If you don't stop running away from your fears

Life can be bliss if you let it be
Take me away from this and teach me serenity
Surrender and be free (Drawing the shades)
Free, let me be free! (We both know that you can't let me go)
Let me go!

Where am I? Is this real?
Losing touch with myself

All that I am, all things material
All are whole, perfect and beautiful
As this wave of clarity sweeps over me
We all have the power to choose, the power to BE