If It's the Last Thing I Do
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โฑ๏ธ 3:20 duration
๐ ID: 22532300
๐ Lyrics
Where is the light, the spark I would see in your eyes
It's far from gone again with no sign of return
Your actions make my heart burn, wondering if I'll ever learn
Fills me with pain, fills me with fear
Makes me take a step back and question all my wasted years
I try to plague my mind with all the fucking bad times
So I don't come right back and fake that I'm fine
But when the good times come and try to overpower them
I promise myself not to let it fucking happen again
For both our sake I'm sick of the heartache
Don't know how much more of this that I can take
This mental strain affects everything around me
Suffocating me until I can't breathe
I'm starting to feel absolutely useless, is this me or just the excuses
Was at the top feeling powerful, now I'm stuck in a downward spiral
It's time to rise up, it's time to choose
I'll love myself if it's the last thing I do
It's time to rise up, it's time to choose
I'll love myself if it's the last thing I do
We can't see into the future but it's for the best
Only time will tell until then let's give it a rest
A stupid part of me wants to wish you all the best
Then I remember you were nothing but an infest
Believe me when I say I hate that this happened
It's something that I could never even imagined
I hope you're happy for all these empty tears
Fuck the pain
Fuck the fears
No more wasted fucking years
No more wasted fucking years
Fuck the fucking pain
Fuck the fucking fear
Fuck your stupid tears
Fuck the fucking pain
Fuck the fucking fear
Fuck your stupid tears
I'm starting to feel absolutely useless, is this me or just the excuses
Was at the top feeling powerful, now I'm stuck in a downward spiral
It's time to rise up, it's time to choose
I'll love myself if it's the last thing I do
It's time to rise up, it's time to choose
I'll love myself if it's the last thing I do
It's far from gone again with no sign of return
Your actions make my heart burn, wondering if I'll ever learn
Fills me with pain, fills me with fear
Makes me take a step back and question all my wasted years
I try to plague my mind with all the fucking bad times
So I don't come right back and fake that I'm fine
But when the good times come and try to overpower them
I promise myself not to let it fucking happen again
For both our sake I'm sick of the heartache
Don't know how much more of this that I can take
This mental strain affects everything around me
Suffocating me until I can't breathe
I'm starting to feel absolutely useless, is this me or just the excuses
Was at the top feeling powerful, now I'm stuck in a downward spiral
It's time to rise up, it's time to choose
I'll love myself if it's the last thing I do
It's time to rise up, it's time to choose
I'll love myself if it's the last thing I do
We can't see into the future but it's for the best
Only time will tell until then let's give it a rest
A stupid part of me wants to wish you all the best
Then I remember you were nothing but an infest
Believe me when I say I hate that this happened
It's something that I could never even imagined
I hope you're happy for all these empty tears
Fuck the pain
Fuck the fears
No more wasted fucking years
No more wasted fucking years
Fuck the fucking pain
Fuck the fucking fear
Fuck your stupid tears
Fuck the fucking pain
Fuck the fucking fear
Fuck your stupid tears
I'm starting to feel absolutely useless, is this me or just the excuses
Was at the top feeling powerful, now I'm stuck in a downward spiral
It's time to rise up, it's time to choose
I'll love myself if it's the last thing I do
It's time to rise up, it's time to choose
I'll love myself if it's the last thing I do
โฑ๏ธ Synced Lyrics
[00:28.82] Where is the light, the spark I would see in your eyes
[00:34.76] It's far from gone again with no sign of return
[00:41.60] Your actions make my heart burn, wondering if I'll ever learn
[00:48.37] Fills me with pain, fills me with fear
[00:51.03] Makes me take a step back and question all my wasted years
[00:55.26] I try to plague my mind with all the fucking bad times
[00:58.76] So I don't come right back and fake that I'm fine
[01:02.01] But when the good times come and try to overpower them
[01:05.69] I promise myself not to let it fucking happen again
[01:08.94] For both our sake I'm sick of the heartache
[01:12.42] Don't know how much more of this that I can take
[01:15.77] This mental strain affects everything around me
[01:19.12] Suffocating me until I can't breathe
[01:22.73] I'm starting to feel absolutely useless, is this me or just the excuses
[01:29.54] Was at the top feeling powerful, now I'm stuck in a downward spiral
[01:36.43] It's time to rise up, it's time to choose
[01:40.19] I'll love myself if it's the last thing I do
[01:43.29] It's time to rise up, it's time to choose
[01:46.69] I'll love myself if it's the last thing I do
[01:50.06] We can't see into the future but it's for the best
[01:53.66] Only time will tell until then let's give it a rest
[01:56.83] A stupid part of me wants to wish you all the best
[02:00.34] Then I remember you were nothing but an infest
[02:03.64] Believe me when I say I hate that this happened
[02:07.12] It's something that I could never even imagined
[02:10.67] I hope you're happy for all these empty tears
[02:14.18] Fuck the pain
[02:15.00] Fuck the fears
[02:15.95] No more wasted fucking years
[02:22.81] No more wasted fucking years
[02:30.98] Fuck the fucking pain
[02:32.26] Fuck the fucking fear
[02:33.57] Fuck your stupid tears
[02:40.37] Fuck the fucking pain
[02:41.73] Fuck the fucking fear
[02:42.90] Fuck your stupid tears
[02:50.13] I'm starting to feel absolutely useless, is this me or just the excuses
[02:56.90] Was at the top feeling powerful, now I'm stuck in a downward spiral
[03:03.82] It's time to rise up, it's time to choose
[03:07.13] I'll love myself if it's the last thing I do
[03:10.64] It's time to rise up, it's time to choose
[03:13.94] I'll love myself if it's the last thing I do
[03:17.61]
[00:34.76] It's far from gone again with no sign of return
[00:41.60] Your actions make my heart burn, wondering if I'll ever learn
[00:48.37] Fills me with pain, fills me with fear
[00:51.03] Makes me take a step back and question all my wasted years
[00:55.26] I try to plague my mind with all the fucking bad times
[00:58.76] So I don't come right back and fake that I'm fine
[01:02.01] But when the good times come and try to overpower them
[01:05.69] I promise myself not to let it fucking happen again
[01:08.94] For both our sake I'm sick of the heartache
[01:12.42] Don't know how much more of this that I can take
[01:15.77] This mental strain affects everything around me
[01:19.12] Suffocating me until I can't breathe
[01:22.73] I'm starting to feel absolutely useless, is this me or just the excuses
[01:29.54] Was at the top feeling powerful, now I'm stuck in a downward spiral
[01:36.43] It's time to rise up, it's time to choose
[01:40.19] I'll love myself if it's the last thing I do
[01:43.29] It's time to rise up, it's time to choose
[01:46.69] I'll love myself if it's the last thing I do
[01:50.06] We can't see into the future but it's for the best
[01:53.66] Only time will tell until then let's give it a rest
[01:56.83] A stupid part of me wants to wish you all the best
[02:00.34] Then I remember you were nothing but an infest
[02:03.64] Believe me when I say I hate that this happened
[02:07.12] It's something that I could never even imagined
[02:10.67] I hope you're happy for all these empty tears
[02:14.18] Fuck the pain
[02:15.00] Fuck the fears
[02:15.95] No more wasted fucking years
[02:22.81] No more wasted fucking years
[02:30.98] Fuck the fucking pain
[02:32.26] Fuck the fucking fear
[02:33.57] Fuck your stupid tears
[02:40.37] Fuck the fucking pain
[02:41.73] Fuck the fucking fear
[02:42.90] Fuck your stupid tears
[02:50.13] I'm starting to feel absolutely useless, is this me or just the excuses
[02:56.90] Was at the top feeling powerful, now I'm stuck in a downward spiral
[03:03.82] It's time to rise up, it's time to choose
[03:07.13] I'll love myself if it's the last thing I do
[03:10.64] It's time to rise up, it's time to choose
[03:13.94] I'll love myself if it's the last thing I do
[03:17.61]