Necktie Party

She holds her necktie party in her back pocket
She keeps it there in case things get too bad in her head

You said if you could you would but you can't stop it
You always say things like that but you don't mean them

And they said I'd see better days
But it does not seem so
And you've got a bitter heart
But it's all that I know
You've seen some things you should've never seen
Wanted nothing more than to wipe your heart clean
All of these things make me so damn tired
I'm so tired

My pedals fell off a long time ago
Been gone so long that I don't even
Remember what color they were

You can't control anything but that last thing
You don't have to use it but it's nice to know it's there

And they said I'd see better days
But it does not seem so
And you've got a bitter heart
But it's all that I know
You've seen some things you should've never seen
Wanted nothing more than to wipe your heart clean
All of these things make me so damn tired
I'm so tired

I knew I wouldn't always be such a lightweight, baby
Had a feeling we were always going the right way, maybe
I knew these dirty fingers would never save me
Try to hide them, try to clean them but they always betray me