can't let my guard down

[00:05.26] I'd let my guard down
[00:06.66] But you get so dramatic
[00:08.15] I can't mess up you won't forget it
[00:09.72] Like it's photographic
[00:11.07] And if we fall out
[00:12.42] I'm not sure if I'll manage
[00:13.99] I think I'm codependent
[00:14.53] Won't tell you, that's oversharing
[00:16.62] I wish I could tell you why I'm mad
[00:19.58] But I don't want you finding more red flags
[00:22.39] And I know I can't open up my back
[00:25.30] I can't write a love song
[00:26.71] And when I try it feels wrong
[00:30.12] Fill my lungs so I can't feel a thing
[00:32.02] Haven't slept in days
[00:32.90] My eyes peeled open from adrenaline
[00:36.09] I wish I could be your sedative
[00:37.76] How could I repair us
[00:38.96] I can't put together sentences
[00:41.24] I'll try to fix things by myself
[00:44.51] By emulating someone else
[00:46.87] I can't admit when I need help
[00:50.41] But I will when it's over
[00:52.22] I'll be waiting by the edge, of what I was built on
[00:58.14] Contemplating if I let us go on too long
[01:03.94] Why even try to waste my time
[01:08.11] Still don't understand my mind
[01:11.25] How could I be in your life
[01:13.98] If I can't control mine
[01:15.24] I'd let my guard down
[01:16.56] But you get so dramatic
[01:18.05] I can't mess up you won't forget it
[01:19.59] Like it's photographic
[01:20.82] And if we fall out
[01:22.26] I'm not sure if I'll manage
[01:23.77] I think I'm codependent
[01:25.05] Won't tell you that's oversharing
[01:26.46] I wish I could tell you why I'm mad
[01:29.20] But I don't want you finding more red flags
[01:32.17] And I know I can't open up my back
[01:35.23] I can't write a love song
[01:36.50] And when I try it feels wrong
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