Chemical

[00:04.20] Honestly, I kinda find it hard to be
[00:08.96] But you see me how you do
[00:11.76] And that's ok
[00:16.51] I long for peace
[00:18.19] But I need something
[00:19.68] I need something
[00:21.30] Just to numb the pain
[00:23.32] That I helped to create
[00:32.01] I don't really wanna feel this out much more
[00:38.33] It's all just chemical
[00:41.29] I disconnect from myself
[00:44.36] Keeps me from hurting
[00:47.53] Dwelling in my own hell
[00:51.74] It's all too much
[00:54.35] Or it's not enough
[00:59.90] I disconnect from myself
[01:05.92] How long can I keep up this facade
[01:11.15] It take so much of my energy
[01:14.60] Just to ignore what's inside of me
[01:19.05] Conceited and vein
[01:21.93] I know it all just looks the same to you
[01:25.38] I'll pull on through
[01:26.92] Cos I don't matter anyway
[01:34.34] I don't really wanna feel this out much more
[01:40.43] It's all just chemical
[01:45.24] I disconnect from myself
[01:48.01] Keeps me from hurting
[01:51.24] Dwelling in my own hell
[01:55.19] It's all too much
[01:58.31] Or it's not enough
[02:03.88] I disconnect from myself
[02:09.99] I disconnect from myself
[02:15.95] I disconnect from myself
[02:47.95] Sorry if it seems like I'm angry
[02:52.09] I just kinda hat who I am
[03:00.24] I know I've got people around me
[03:04.92] But I can't help feeling all alone in this
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