Screaming Out

(I've given up)
Yeah, all that I see is an empty bluff, I fall in the sea
And I can't come up, disrupting my plea
When the shadow consumes all of me
(It's not enough)
I've lost all control, tryin' to fight, but I feel so cold
Look me in the eyes, you can see my soul
Yeah, and notice that it's been sold

Wake up at night in terror, breakdown from all this pressure
Mistake I can't remember (I try to run away)
Feels like it's getting closer, realize I'm running slower
Will I get any closure?

I'll open up my eyes, but I cannot see
I'm trying to survive, but something's holding me
I wanna live my life, somebody set me free
Am I still alive? Come on

(Screaming out!) it's coming back again, I hear it in my head
Somebody take all this pain instead
(Screaming out!) it's coming back again, I hear it in my head
Somebody take all this pain instead
(Screaming out!)

Days I lost count of friends that grew distant
Was it my fault? The fallout was instant
Kissed all my luck goodbye, and still a misfit
Still on your hit-list, still I feel like I can't quit
I will risk it all to find my own peace
I'll eclipse them all before I ever cease
Aren't these thoughts of the villain?
I wanna live my life, but the knife says I gotta make a killin'

Wake up at night in terror, breakdown from all this pressure
Mistake I can't remember (I try to run away)
Feels like it's getting closer, realize I'm running slower
Will I get any closure?

I'll open up my eyes, but I cannot see
I'm trying to survive, but something's holding me
I wanna live my life, somebody set me free
Am I still alive? Come on

(Screaming out!) it's coming back again, I hear it in my head
Somebody take all this pain instead
(Screaming out!) it's coming back again, I hear it in my head
Somebody take all this pain instead

Let me out!
And will I find the end? Can someone tell me when?
Somebody take all this pain instead
Screaming out!
I'll never get ahead, no matter how I beg
It's aways hiding, lurking inside of my head
Screaming out!
And will I find the end? Can someone tell me when?
Somebody take all this pain instead
Screaming out!
I'll never get ahead, no matter how I beg
It's aways hiding, lurking inside of my head
Screaming out

I'll open up my eyes, but I cannot see
I'm trying to survive, but something's holding me
I wanna live my life, somebody set me free
Am I still alive? Come on

(Screaming out!) it's coming back again, I hear it in my head
Somebody take all this pain instead
(Screaming out!) it's coming back again, I hear it in my head
Somebody take all this pain instead
(Screaming out!)