I Didn't Want to Name It (Paused)

I'm just waiting to go home
Wherever that might be,
Depends on the date, the time, the place, my stability
And I'm, moving away
And its kind of got me stunned,
Cuz I'm moving two hours north of Indie,
Paying too much rent a month

And I can't wait for a change
And I can't wait for a change

And I've been kind of overthinking my self worth
Turns out the people you went to high school with
Don't determine your place on Earth
And I know myself
For being who I'm not

And god I hope I've changed my ways
At least before I rot
And dear god I pray, you let me change
Cuz I'm not much of a pray-er
So please consider this a gain

And I've been tryna figure out
Where the hell I might've gone wrong,
Sittin in the back of this van,
Listening to old Foo Fighters songs
Suddenly, I'm a clean freak
Rearranging my room
But really I just need
Something to do

And I've been making progress,
Since August
And lately I've been feeling
Like maybe I'm just not cut out for this
And maybe I'm all this bad luck
Is just karma
For when I used to be a piece of shit