find my way [Explicit]

[00:00.04] (Way, yeah, yeah)
[00:02.12] Tryna find my way, find my way (find my way, yeah)
[00:07.17] I'm tryna find my way, find my way (my way)
[00:12.41] I'm tryna find my way, find my way (oh-uh-oh)
[00:17.35] And I'm tryna find my way, find my way, yeah, yeah
[00:22.58] Tryna find my way, find my way (find my way, yeah)
[00:27.43] And I'm tryna find my way, find my way (my way)
[00:32.60] Tryna find my way, find my way, my way
[00:37.35] And I'm tryna find my way (find my way, yeah)
[00:40.76] I've been feeling so sad
[00:43.41] Now I understand my dad
[00:45.88] I don't wanna die like this
[00:48.47] I don't wanna curse my kids
[00:51.09] Trauma I can't forget
[00:53.41] Trauma that's been with me since
[00:56.10] Tell me, how do I let go?
[00:58.52] Help me get this knife from my wrist
[01:01.09] Help me get this gun off my head
[01:03.56] Let me get my life out of my hands
[01:06.52] Searching high, searching low
[01:08.63] Tell me what your God got planned
[01:10.95] Cup filled up with shame
[01:13.40] Running out of folks to blame
[01:16.11] Maybe just one more pill
[01:18.84] Only time I feel okay, damn
[01:23.00] Are you wanna stay around me?
[01:26.24] You can't save me
[01:27.82] It would be better leaving me drowning
[01:31.37] It's hopeless
[01:32.91] I've been dead already for a long time
[01:36.73] And there's somewhere in the universe I'm probably doing just fine
[01:42.02] But it ain't here
[01:44.33] It ain't here
[01:47.01] It ain't here
[01:49.44] It ain't here, no (yeah, yeah, yeah)
[01:53.68] Tryna find my way, find my way (find my way)
[01:58.30] And I'm tryna find my way, find my way (find my way)
[02:03.68] Tryna find my way, find my way, my way
[02:08.49] And I'm tryna find my way (find my way, yeah, yeah)
[02:13.75] Tryna find my way, find my way (find my way, yeah)
[02:18.54] Tryna find my way, find my way (find my way)
[02:23.89] Tryna find my way, find my way, my way
[02:28.95] Tryna find my way, find my way (find my way, yeah, yeah)
[02:37.01] Find my way, yeah, yeah
[02:41.90] Find my way
[02:45.55] Find my way, oh-ooh-oh
[02:50.62] Find my-
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