I Don't Feel Anymore

[00:13.26] Heart broken and I'm starin at the moon light
[00:15.99] Nothings helping so I'm hopin that this vew might
[00:19.07] I dont wanna sink into it tonight
[00:21.25] So I crack a brew cause that's just
[00:24.08] What I have to do to get my mood right
[00:26.44] I dont understand who I'm even becomin
[00:29.32] Dont know why my demons are always getting summoned
[00:32.32] Man they make it so hard, for me to let love in
[00:35.58] Dont know what I run from, but I keep on runnin
[00:38.98] Wish that I could slow down but I've never known how
[00:42.24] If you give me your heart it's gonna get thrown out
[00:45.06] I stayed in the darkness even when I found light
[00:48.75] Fuckin' hate this bottle so I beak it on the ground like, like
[00:51.94] Why do I drink till I'm numb?
[00:56.30] Why do I smoke till it's done?
[00:58.46] Till I dont feel anything no more
[01:01.11] I dont feel anything no more
[01:04.87] Why do I drink till I'm numb?
[01:07.43] Why do I smoke till it's done?
[01:10.89] Till I dont feel anything no more
[01:13.81] I dont feel anything no more
[01:17.84] Feels like I dont fit in with society
[01:19.82] They may not like who I am but I am me
[01:23.01] I dont talk ever talk I'm sitting quietly
[01:25.46] But my head is loud dont know how to settle down all the anxiety
[01:29.46] I have always felt like I dont belong here
[01:33.45] It's been a long year, it's been a long life
[01:36.41] Sick of everybody sayin its gonna be alright
[01:39.67] Little do they know that I had tears dropping all night
[01:42.62] Everyone is who the fuck I need to stay away from
[01:45.89] I dont wanna feel shit, I just wanna stay numb
[01:49.23] I know that it's not right, needa get my mind right
[01:52.42] But for now I'm drunk, high and crying to the sky like, like
[01:55.97] Why do I drink till I'm numb?
[02:00.49] Why do I smoke till it's done?
[02:02.20] Till I dont feel anything no more
[02:05.51] I dont feel anything no more
[02:09.12] Why do I drink till I'm numb?
[02:12.02] Why do I smoke till it's done?
[02:15.30] Till I dont feel anything no more
[02:17.40] I dont feel anything no more
[02:21.97] I dont wanna be like this forever though
[02:24.06] I hold onto a lot of shit I need to let it go
[02:26.94] But it's harder than I'd like to show
[02:29.51] I make the small things seem bigger
[02:31.47] Like I'm lookin through a microscope
[02:33.81] Lost so many friendships and I lost a few girls
[02:37.12] Needa be relentless if I wanna build a new world
[02:40.14] I know that I can change every day I am praying
[02:44.14] Cause I don't wabba be a 80 year old man sayin', sayin'
[02:47.61] Why do I drink till I'm numb?
[02:50.65] Why do I smoke till it's done?
[02:53.48] Till I dont feel anything no more
[02:56.63] I dont feel anything no more
[03:00.06] Why do I drink till I'm numb?
[03:03.55] Why do I smoke till it's done?
[03:06.49] Till I dont feel anything no more
[03:09.32] I dont feel anything no more
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