Paxil (Paused)

[00:24.95] The morning sun comes crashing through the blinds
[00:28.06] I cover up my head and shut my eyes
[00:31.31] It never feels like I get sleep at night
[00:34.45] Laying in the dark, listening to my mind
[00:38.85] Another day and I'm awake
[00:41.73] See the disappointment on my face
[00:44.88] Trying to escape the same endless monotony
[00:51.74] So can I go to sleep
[00:54.89] Every day's so daunting
[00:57.82] It's always the same thing
[01:01.04] It's getting exhausting
[01:03.88] Like living on repeat
[01:06.96] Forever uninspired
[01:09.93] Been making plans and schemes
[01:13.03] I wind up getting tired
[01:27.88] You don't like it when I talk like this, I know
[01:30.75] The way I feel is making you uncomfortable
[01:33.85] And no I don't
[01:35.37] And no I don't think I owe you any answers
[01:40.12] Wasted another day feeling dissatisfied
[01:43.11] Why does everything I do feel like a grind
[01:46.31] Fear I'm losing touch with consensus reality
[01:53.54] So what if I just leave
[01:56.36] I'm so sick of feeling hopeless
[01:59.72] You say you would miss me
[02:02.62] I wouldn't even notice
[02:05.63] Quit telling me you're pleased
[02:08.81] I haven't given up yet
[02:12.17] Cause no I'm not depressed
[02:14.92] I'm just bored to death
[02:40.93] Just let me sleep
[02:47.73] So can I go to sleep
[02:50.98] Every day's so daunting
[02:53.95] It's always the same thing
[02:57.19] It's getting exhausting
[02:59.84] Like living on repeat
[03:02.99] I'm so sick of feeling hopeless
[03:06.27] You say you would miss me
[03:09.28] I doubt you'd even notice
[03:15.38] I doubt I'd even notice
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