Ego

[00:09.86] I'm caught up in the everyday trend
[00:12.51] Tied up by invisible thread
[00:14.64] Walking down a razor-thin edge
[00:16.62] And I wake up tired, think I'm better off dead
[00:19.17] Been a few months since I crossed over state lines
[00:21.61] Talk to my mom, fake smiles over FaceTime
[00:23.75] Drink all night 'til I can't walk a straight line
[00:26.18] Feel so low, but I'm high at the same time
[00:28.43] I can't keep my feet on the ground
[00:32.39] And I'm nervous what you'll think of me now
[00:36.95] I'm hoping that someone comes around
[00:40.26] And helps me figure it out (over there? Okay)
[00:46.31] I think that I should try to kill my ego
[00:50.88] 'Cause if I don't, my ego might kill me
[00:55.17] I'm all grown up, but somehow lately
[00:57.99] I'm acting like a fucking baby
[01:00.21] I'm really not as happy as I seem
[01:04.50] Still a little kid that can't make friends
[01:07.22] Wanna be invited, but I won't attend
[01:09.40] I been having bad dreams, my career could end
[01:11.56] Because I slip up when I should've played pretend
[01:14.02] Turned 18 and I left the city
[01:15.93] I said, "I wanna be cool, I don't wanna be pretty"
[01:18.75] Voices all came crashing down
[01:20.60] And said, "You're too nice to run this town"
[01:23.11] I can't keep my feet on the ground
[01:27.14] And I'm nervous what you'll think of me now
[01:31.80] I'm hoping that someone comes around
[01:34.94] And helps me figure it out (are you gonna be that honest? Okay)
[01:41.02] I think that I should try to kill my ego
[01:45.87] 'Cause if I don't, my ego might kill me
[01:50.41] I'm all grown up, but somehow lately
[01:52.93] I'm acting like a fucking baby
[01:55.02] I'm really not as happy as I seem
[01:58.73] Nothing's as it seems
[02:02.51] Yeah, nothing's as it seems
[02:08.45] And I'm all grown up but somehow lately
[02:11.28] I'm acting like a fucking baby
[02:13.30] I'm really not that happy being me
[02:17.78] I don't like the lie I'm living
[02:20.08] I'm way too nice and too forgiving
[02:22.26] I wanna go back to the beginning
[02:24.74] When it all felt right
[02:27.09] A rooftop, Lower East Side, I'm singing
[02:29.45] Didn't give a fuck if I was winning
[02:31.61] It's all done now, so who am I kidding?
[02:35.99] I'm doing way worse than I'm admitting
[02:38.65] I think that I should try to kill my ego
[02:42.92] 'Cause if I don't, my ego might kill me
[02:47.22] I'm all grown up, but somehow lately
[02:49.84] I'm acting like a fucking baby
[02:52.18] I'm really not as happy as I seem
[02:55.74] Nothing's as it seems
[02:59.98] Yeah, nothing's as it seems
[03:05.54] And I'm all grown up, but somehow lately
[03:08.24] I'm acting like a fucking baby
[03:10.59] I'm really not that happy being me
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