Afraid of Me

[00:00.18] I take a moment just to breathe when I'm feeling that stress
[00:03.23] With my sins on my sleeve, with what heart I have left
[00:06.03] 'Til I take my last breath, I will battle with the flesh
[00:08.52] I picked the side for which I ride
[00:10.02] There ain't no straddle in the fizz (lord, please)
[00:12.40] I feel the time passing by
[00:14.02] I can feel the crash coming
[00:15.14] I been on a manic high
[00:16.58] Reminisce to cooking packs
[00:17.95] Changed my life, no looking back
[00:19.12] The only man I fear is the reflection I'm looking at
[00:22.02] Only time I'm ever happy is when I'm keeping a buzz
[00:24.58] I feel a wall around myself and the people I love
[00:27.09] Lord, protect me from the storm, I feel the thunder again
[00:29.91] I done prayed before with a pistol under my chin
[00:32.54] (Lord please)
[00:33.97] 'Cause I know that I've been living wrong
[00:36.16] All along, I just didn't wanna be alone
[00:38.29] Pray for me, 'cause I know that I've been living wrong
[00:41.23] All along, I just didn't wanna be alone
[00:43.98] I'm so afraid of me
[00:46.48] My demons keep chasing me
[00:49.07] There ain't no saving me
[00:51.54] I can't get away from me
[00:54.94] Pray for me
[00:55.34] 'Cause I know that I've been living wrong
[00:56.98] I can't get away from me
[00:59.55] Pray for me
[01:00.80] I just didn't wanna be alone
[01:04.59] I can't get away from me
[01:09.93] I can't get away from me
[01:14.97] I can't get away from me
[01:15.60] Still running from the devil, stiletto's on the gas pedal
[01:18.37] Pain so high that she crying in a falsetto
[01:20.89] Echos of my last words' louder than her screams
[01:23.62] Living in a nightmare, I promised her a dream
[01:26.28] But I promise this ain't her, this is me
[01:28.01] My life is slipping through my hand, her love's at my feat
[01:30.55] I beat myself up 'til my eyes swelled shut
[01:33.45] So I can't see the love and the choice that's in front of me, fuck
[01:37.15] I feel stuck in a rut, deep pain in my gut
[01:39.97] I'm an angel to my demons that duck that cup
[01:42.98] Built a wall around my heart not to hide
[01:44.75] It's to keep my love safe from what I see inside
[01:47.38] Pray for me, 'cause I know that I've been living wrong
[01:50.38] All along, I just didn't wanna be alone
[01:52.89] Pray for me, 'cause I know that I've been living wrong
[01:55.83] All along, I just didn't wanna be alone
[01:58.44] I'm so afraid of me
[02:01.08] My demons keep chasing me
[02:03.87] There ain't no saving me
[02:06.13] I can't get away from me
[02:09.28] Pray for me 'cause I know that I've been living wrong
[02:11.53] I can't get away from me
[02:14.26] Pray for me, I just didn't wanna be alone
[02:17.00] I can't get away from me
[02:22.47] I can't get away from me
[02:27.54] I can't get away from me
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