Overdose
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โฑ๏ธ 2:35 duration
๐ ID: 2288478
๐ Lyrics
Every day's harder, been trying to change
But lately I really been feeling the urge
Dealing with demons, been hearing 'em speaking
And popping this shit just to deal with the nerves
And I don't know who I am anymore
Feel like the past is knocking at my door
Bound by these chains, my old habits won't let go of me
I'm somewhere between the man I was and who I wanna be
Struggle with recovery, tryna find inner peace
Tryna find a way to quit my need to feed the inner beast
And my back's against the wall
And I could lose it all
There's a freedom that's involved
Every time I fall
Hopeless
Why do I always feel so hopeless?
I say I love it, but it's really 'cause I need it
This addiction I keep feeding
I can't have this feeling
I know I'ma need a freedom
But I'm hopeless
Why do I always feel so hopeless?
I fucking hate it but I feel like I can't beat it
I could fly away this evening
But I don't wanna overdose
Now it's four in the mornin' and I'm up here feeling lonely
Inside this fucking head of mine and you don't even know me
I'm over you, but I ain't over you
Wake me up, I've been dreaming
In and out of love, I'm leaning
Feeling like a fucking pea praying
A relapse just might heal me
I'm overdue, being over you
How could you love me? How can you hate me?
How come I don't give a fuck?
Black can call me, blue is in me
And I got one hell of a buzz
High as a fuck, light that all up
Substance stop fighting in us
Put it on you, put it on me
I'm all in, calling your bluff
Hopeless
Why do I always feel so hopeless?
I say I love it, but it's really 'cause I need it
This addiction I keep feeding
I can't have this feeling
I know I'ma need a freedom
But I'm hopeless
Why do I always feel so hopeless?
I fucking hate it but I feel like I can't beat it
I could fly away this evening
But I don't wanna overdose
But lately I really been feeling the urge
Dealing with demons, been hearing 'em speaking
And popping this shit just to deal with the nerves
And I don't know who I am anymore
Feel like the past is knocking at my door
Bound by these chains, my old habits won't let go of me
I'm somewhere between the man I was and who I wanna be
Struggle with recovery, tryna find inner peace
Tryna find a way to quit my need to feed the inner beast
And my back's against the wall
And I could lose it all
There's a freedom that's involved
Every time I fall
Hopeless
Why do I always feel so hopeless?
I say I love it, but it's really 'cause I need it
This addiction I keep feeding
I can't have this feeling
I know I'ma need a freedom
But I'm hopeless
Why do I always feel so hopeless?
I fucking hate it but I feel like I can't beat it
I could fly away this evening
But I don't wanna overdose
Now it's four in the mornin' and I'm up here feeling lonely
Inside this fucking head of mine and you don't even know me
I'm over you, but I ain't over you
Wake me up, I've been dreaming
In and out of love, I'm leaning
Feeling like a fucking pea praying
A relapse just might heal me
I'm overdue, being over you
How could you love me? How can you hate me?
How come I don't give a fuck?
Black can call me, blue is in me
And I got one hell of a buzz
High as a fuck, light that all up
Substance stop fighting in us
Put it on you, put it on me
I'm all in, calling your bluff
Hopeless
Why do I always feel so hopeless?
I say I love it, but it's really 'cause I need it
This addiction I keep feeding
I can't have this feeling
I know I'ma need a freedom
But I'm hopeless
Why do I always feel so hopeless?
I fucking hate it but I feel like I can't beat it
I could fly away this evening
But I don't wanna overdose
โฑ๏ธ Synced Lyrics
[00:13.83] Every day's harder, been trying to change
[00:15.51] But lately I really been feeling the urge
[00:17.32] Dealing with demons, been hearing 'em speaking
[00:18.78] And popping this shit just to deal with the nerves
[00:21.90] And I don't know who I am anymore
[00:25.15] Feel like the past is knocking at my door
[00:27.65] Bound by these chains, my old habits won't let go of me
[00:30.95] I'm somewhere between the man I was and who I wanna be
[00:34.35] Struggle with recovery, tryna find inner peace
[00:37.89] Tryna find a way to quit my need to feed the inner beast
[00:42.22] And my back's against the wall
[00:45.82] And I could lose it all
[00:49.13] There's a freedom that's involved
[00:53.08] Every time I fall
[00:54.93] Hopeless
[00:56.70] Why do I always feel so hopeless?
[01:00.22] I say I love it, but it's really 'cause I need it
[01:03.23] This addiction I keep feeding
[01:05.28] I can't have this feeling
[01:06.37] I know I'ma need a freedom
[01:08.25] But I'm hopeless
[01:10.59] Why do I always feel so hopeless?
[01:14.03] I fucking hate it but I feel like I can't beat it
[01:16.97] I could fly away this evening
[01:18.56] But I don't wanna overdose
[01:21.75] Now it's four in the mornin' and I'm up here feeling lonely
[01:25.73] Inside this fucking head of mine and you don't even know me
[01:28.95] I'm over you, but I ain't over you
[01:35.74] Wake me up, I've been dreaming
[01:37.60] In and out of love, I'm leaning
[01:39.16] Feeling like a fucking pea praying
[01:41.17] A relapse just might heal me
[01:42.61] I'm overdue, being over you
[01:50.08] How could you love me? How can you hate me?
[01:51.95] How come I don't give a fuck?
[01:53.51] Black can call me, blue is in me
[01:55.43] And I got one hell of a buzz
[01:56.91] High as a fuck, light that all up
[01:58.87] Substance stop fighting in us
[02:00.49] Put it on you, put it on me
[02:02.29] I'm all in, calling your bluff
[02:03.59] Hopeless
[02:05.42] Why do I always feel so hopeless?
[02:08.94] I say I love it, but it's really 'cause I need it
[02:11.58] This addiction I keep feeding
[02:13.86] I can't have this feeling
[02:15.44] I know I'ma need a freedom
[02:16.90] But I'm hopeless
[02:19.39] Why do I always feel so hopeless?
[02:22.52] I fucking hate it but I feel like I can't beat it
[02:25.38] I could fly away this evening
[02:27.16] But I don't wanna overdose
[02:30.52]
[00:15.51] But lately I really been feeling the urge
[00:17.32] Dealing with demons, been hearing 'em speaking
[00:18.78] And popping this shit just to deal with the nerves
[00:21.90] And I don't know who I am anymore
[00:25.15] Feel like the past is knocking at my door
[00:27.65] Bound by these chains, my old habits won't let go of me
[00:30.95] I'm somewhere between the man I was and who I wanna be
[00:34.35] Struggle with recovery, tryna find inner peace
[00:37.89] Tryna find a way to quit my need to feed the inner beast
[00:42.22] And my back's against the wall
[00:45.82] And I could lose it all
[00:49.13] There's a freedom that's involved
[00:53.08] Every time I fall
[00:54.93] Hopeless
[00:56.70] Why do I always feel so hopeless?
[01:00.22] I say I love it, but it's really 'cause I need it
[01:03.23] This addiction I keep feeding
[01:05.28] I can't have this feeling
[01:06.37] I know I'ma need a freedom
[01:08.25] But I'm hopeless
[01:10.59] Why do I always feel so hopeless?
[01:14.03] I fucking hate it but I feel like I can't beat it
[01:16.97] I could fly away this evening
[01:18.56] But I don't wanna overdose
[01:21.75] Now it's four in the mornin' and I'm up here feeling lonely
[01:25.73] Inside this fucking head of mine and you don't even know me
[01:28.95] I'm over you, but I ain't over you
[01:35.74] Wake me up, I've been dreaming
[01:37.60] In and out of love, I'm leaning
[01:39.16] Feeling like a fucking pea praying
[01:41.17] A relapse just might heal me
[01:42.61] I'm overdue, being over you
[01:50.08] How could you love me? How can you hate me?
[01:51.95] How come I don't give a fuck?
[01:53.51] Black can call me, blue is in me
[01:55.43] And I got one hell of a buzz
[01:56.91] High as a fuck, light that all up
[01:58.87] Substance stop fighting in us
[02:00.49] Put it on you, put it on me
[02:02.29] I'm all in, calling your bluff
[02:03.59] Hopeless
[02:05.42] Why do I always feel so hopeless?
[02:08.94] I say I love it, but it's really 'cause I need it
[02:11.58] This addiction I keep feeding
[02:13.86] I can't have this feeling
[02:15.44] I know I'ma need a freedom
[02:16.90] But I'm hopeless
[02:19.39] Why do I always feel so hopeless?
[02:22.52] I fucking hate it but I feel like I can't beat it
[02:25.38] I could fly away this evening
[02:27.16] But I don't wanna overdose
[02:30.52]