Recollections

Another day goes by
I'm hoping it's my last
I'm sitting and waiting
I've got my head against the glass
I'm wondering where I'd be
If things were done differently

I've found that time can't heal everything

I want to disappear
Vanish in thin air
Cut ties from all the secrets
I've kept for all these years

This is my fate
The person I'm to be
The illusion that separates the world from me
There's no escape
There's no recovery
I can't replace what's been taken from me

This is my own hell
My incurable disease
The shadows that follow
They won't stop haunting me

Death is the only way out of here
Broken and beaten down
Nothing can save me now.