pathetic aesthetic. - detmer, garrett Remix

Ken, I fucking hate you, guess I prolly made you
Fuck it, you a sheep, so you gone do whatever they do
I can't fucking shake you, demon on my back
Feel like shutter, I'm attached

I'm still stuck with what I had and it won't ever leave
This ain't the shit that I need
Weight bring me down to my knees
Begging to God to just go set me free

Leave me alone, I'm still stuck tryna cope
Tryna write another song using words that I ain't wrote
I'm such a bum, I be losing all my hope
I be fucking up my lungs every single time I smoke

I need to stop fucking up on like purpose
Is thеre a purpose? Is it all worth it?
Or will I always forevеr feel worthless?
I'm fucking hopeless, this shit ain't working

Made you mine, almost lost my mind
Every word was a straight faced lie
Fucking bitch had me hate my life
Even though she fucking saved my life

Is that how it works? I guess love has all the perks
I got the ones the ones that would hurt
My heart got put in the dirt, blood on my shirt