sorry excuse for an apology (Paused)

You threw me out now im growing in with the leaves
You treat me like you never fucking knew my name
Don't say you're sorry
Just tell me I'm not good enough
Your words cut like knives and you know it
Not a single memory
(not a perfect memory)
Not a single memory
(not a perfect memory)
Not a single memory
(not a perfect memory)
Not a single memory
(not a perfect memory)
You search for every imperfection inside of me
Pick me apart like you're a fucking cannibal
My bones decay
With the rotting wood
And i want you to
Come down