Requiem for Salvation

Sometimes we need their glory, sometimes we (have to?) use their name
I heard the scaries stories, I'm blaming on your faith
I call you when I'm falling then I'm still doing the same
I've been looking for salvation and they show me how to play
sometimes when I try, sometimes when I lose
I need something from you, what they taught me
doing what I want, then feeling ashamed
tell me something that I don't know now
do I have to pray? for salvation
what you teach me, I don't need it... tell me
what I have become? what I have been doing? where are my feelings? tell me
what I have become!
for salvation?

Tell me something that I don't know now

Tell me something that I don't know
do I have to pray? tell me
I need something from you just when I feel the darkness
first I have to forget (myself)
do I have to pray?
do I have to forget?
what they taught you?
for salvation
I will try and again
and again and again
to forget what they teach about pray
about the requiem to forget

Sometimes we need a reason to make a step at once
(and) from deepest fears we need... salvation
they manipulate our life
sometimes they're still calling your name
I'm looking for to the answer but I can't find on praying.