Felt Like I Had Died

[00:00.29] I liked to say I tried
[00:03.86] But I never would
[00:08.72] I wish I could've cried
[00:11.83] But I never should
[00:14.45] And when I heard
[00:16.10] The raucously loud
[00:18.02] Saying they wish they understood
[00:21.74] It felt like I had died
[00:26.90] But I never could
[00:31.64] I liked to say I'm fine
[00:34.52] But I hadn't been
[00:39.07] I'm not the type to whine
[00:42.51] Except when I am
[00:45.23] And I could ghost
[00:46.62] On everyone else
[00:48.53] But I wouldn't wanna pretend
[00:52.81] That I'm alone this time
[00:57.74] Cuz Ive chosen when
[01:02.18] I've been getting more distractions
[01:05.20] Saw my past & guessed your actions
[01:08.88] I've been stimming with the trigger
[01:12.99] Of a gun
[01:17.35] You could ask me how I'm feeling
[01:20.24] Pull my hands off of the ceiling
[01:24.79] I will love you till We Make it
[01:27.64] To the sun
[01:31.31] But last we spoke
[01:33.39] Before you drove off
[01:35.55] You had lied "I'll talk to you soon"
[01:39.02] So it felt like you died
[01:44.52] When you left the room
[01:48.74] I liked to say I tried
[01:52.58] But I never would
[01:56.34] I wish I could've cried
[02:00.38] But I never should
[02:02.84] And when I heard
[02:04.34] The raucously loud
[02:06.39] Saying "guess I misunderstood"
[02:09.30] It felt like I had died
[02:15.66] But I never could
[02:17.54] But I never could
[02:19.11] But I never could
[02:21.13] But I never could
[02:23.06] But I never could
[02:24.86] But I never could
[02:26.85] But I never could
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