stomach

[00:10.85] Wake up, open eyes, already feel dead inside
[00:13.53] Turn over and check my phone
[00:14.89] Dead people and suicide
[00:16.21] Get dressed, go outside
[00:17.57] Is this real? Am I alive?
[00:18.93] See the trees and feel the cold
[00:20.22] Is this a dream or is it life?
[00:22.06] Eat my breakfast, doesn't taste like anything
[00:24.42] Could've sworn it wasn't always like this when I was a kid
[00:27.57] Feeling tired so it's coffee and adrenaline
[00:29.85] Maybe some amphetamines, poison but it's medicine
[00:33.06] Woah, please don't talk to me
[00:34.86] Walk by, look down, hope you don't see
[00:38.50] Feel sick, I wanna leave
[00:40.42] Already feel anxiety
[00:43.86] Run home, give up
[00:46.74] Sleep patterns, I turn it up
[00:49.50] Trash can, throw up
[00:52.12] Goose bumps, speed up
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[00:54.52] Breath in, breath out
[00:55.80] You're not safe and you're not sound
[00:57.12] Think thoughts not allowed
[00:58.52] Don't dare to turn around
[00:59.92] Breath in, breath out
[01:01.16] God my vision's fading now
[01:02.52] Heart beat, lost and found
[01:03.92] Silence never felt so loud
[01:05.32] Breath in, breath out
[01:06.72] You're not safe and you're not sound
[01:08.04] Think thoughts not allowed
[01:09.40] Don't dare to turn around
[01:10.76] Breath in, breath out
[01:12.08] God my vision's fading now
[01:13.48] Heart beat, lost and found
[01:14.72] Silence never felt so loud
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[01:27.38] Cold water, recover
[01:30.42] Deep breath, it's over
[01:33.14] Think slow, move slower
[01:35.86] Thank god I'm sober
[01:38.54] Close my eyes and rest
[01:40.34] I'll try my best to clear my head
[01:43.78] Don't think about that again
[01:46.06] If I do I'll wish I'm dead
[01:49.22] Feel sheets on me
[01:52.14] Darkness can't see
[01:54.82] Restless, can't sleep
[01:57.34] Lethargic, nosebleed
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[01:59.79] Breath in, breath out
[02:01.18] You're not safe and you're not sound
[02:02.50] Think thoughts not allowed
[02:03.86] Don't dare to turn around
[02:05.26] Breath in, breath out
[02:06.58] God my vision's fading now
[02:07.98] Heart beat, lost and found
[02:09.26] Silence never felt so loud
[02:10.66] Breath in, breath out
[02:12.02] You're not safe and you're not sound
[02:13.34] Think thoughts not allowed
[02:14.74] Don't dare to turn around
[02:16.02] Breath in, breath out
[02:17.48] God my vision's fading now
[02:18.84] Heart beat, lost and found
[02:20.20] Silence never felt so loud
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