Life Moves in a Circle

As half of my life draws to a close
I can't help but think about what I've done
All my mistakes that I've made so far
Bring feelings of unworthiness

I can't escape it now
This feeling that I've drowned
It forces me to reconsider
I can't escape it now
This feeling that I've drowned
My shame it binds my hands
Forces me to wail aloud

My heart can not be trusted
These feelings are a lie

Remember the good times
Remember the good times and the bad
Don't shut out the pain
Don't bury the thoughts that make you sad

Remember the good times
Remember the good times and the bad
Don't shut out the pain
Don't bury the thoughts that make you sad

Life moves in a circle
We repeat mistakes we've made before
Damaging ourselves
Dragging up old trauma to the fore

I feel sick
I feel sick
Look at my heart
You've turned from stone to flesh
And I desire
To be like You

Please pick me up, don't let me stay down
I know I'm not meant to dwell on my guilt
Please dry my eyes, and encourage me still
I know there's no way I can lose what You've built

I can't sleep
But maybe that's ok
My idle hands
Have turned me away
I can't sleep
But maybe that's ok
Keep me awake
God keep me awake