Suburb Schizophrenia

This is a letter to the legend
You looked so killer on TV
Man, I just had the best day
Can't wait to see what's coming my way

When I first heard your second song
It made me realize that my dad was wrong
I hate the people in my neighborhood
Can't wait to leave this place for good

Well I got suburb schizophrenia
And I can't seem to find the light
My veins are banged like Billy Burroughs
And I'm beaming like the queen of the prom

I heard you overdosed yesterday
Things don't seem to be going your way
How could you have left me in such a state
I thought we'd be together forever

This is a letter to the legend
How could you have left out your end game
Well I feel so scared of everything and
I can't remember where home is
Or if I ever had a home

Well I got suburb schizophrenia
And I can't seem to find the light
My veins are banged like Billy Burroughs
And I'm beaming like the queen of the prom