Modest

I'm sorry I'm so brutally honest
When all I'm trying to do is be modest
My tongue gets so twisted
The point is a miss-hit
And i'll be damned if I spoiled it
Truth is the bluntness is soiled with
Contempt for all that feels so conclusive
My mind is elusive
It's silly, and stupid - can't pretend I don't know this
But rest assured you fill the void im brightened by your love and more
All that's left is high-end trippin feeling insecure
What's more is I'm dangerous, my shit is contagious
I'm sorry I'm outrageous
I'm sorry I'm foul to you
At first sight there's no reflection
I'm fooled by my own direction
And now im lost lost
I'm sorry im foul to you
You don't deserve the tension
Forget my deflection, I need your affection
No matter the cost
I know you know you don't deserve this
Should swallow my pride give you the distance
I'll change my foul play, I just want you to stay
I am sorry baby you've been treated this way
You tell me your annoyed but you internalize the pain for sure
Pacing up and down, losing your ground, spinning round
Headless, and tireless the hopelessness, gets you afraid and I
Can't refrain feeling chained
Stuck in the same old game but this time I feel quite ashamed
I'm sorry I'm foul to you
At first sight there's no reflection
I'm fooled by my own direction
And now im lost lost
I'm sorry im foul to you
You don't deserve the tension
Forget my deflection, I need your affection
No matter the cost