Aware of Being Watched

What do I know?
This is not me
I don't feel things right
Can't pronounce the words out loud, just whisper them
I feel the need to go back where I was

This cold place, full of mirrors
Shaking, where am I?
Pride is taking control on me

What makes me still fight against me?
The denial of change, my own loss
This heavy weight
I behold the vastness in awe of all things that I had ever known

Mocking myself, so cruel it hurts
Aware of being watched
A glitch in the reflection
Just a single memory in a maze

This cold place, full of mirrors
Dancing shadows
Leap of faith