Maybe It's All Supposed To Fall Apart

Standing where Ive stood a thousand times
Sticking to the old design
It’s keeping me going for now

I don’t know what I’m afraid of more
Of letting go or what’s in store
once I take my final bow

Sooner or later I’ll see
I know Im, not the only one who’s here
at the lock with the key
Squinting through the keyhole
For an eternity
But maybe, it’s all
Supposed to fall apart

tiptoe down the ladder of this dream
As if to not disturb a team
Of sleeping enemies below
Somewhere in the prison of my mind
I’ve believed it better to resign
Myself to holding up the show

But Sooner or later I’ll be
On my way, cause it’s clear that I can’t stay
I’m hurting more than myself
Stalling out finding more ways to delay
maybe, maybe
There’s something better waiting down on the ground
Maybe, just maybe
I need to be insecurity bound
could it be
It’s all Supposed to fall apart