Secondhand Smoker

[00:00.06] Am I getting close
[00:01.67] But never close enough to acquaint
[00:03.98] With each breathe that your lungs take
[00:05.82] The second hand smoke
[00:07.04] Like pen strokes
[00:07.97] A token of reward
[00:09.40] Evidence of each beat your heart makes
[00:11.77] Familiarized myself
[00:13.30] With all of these things that I can't change
[00:17.38] I said I've been there
[00:18.61] I've done that
[00:19.34] I've left it all out on the page
[00:22.90] I guess
[00:23.50] I'm just a secondhand smoker
[00:25.17] This trip be mediocre
[00:26.55] So fresh
[00:27.22] Your taste be on the tip of my tongue
[00:29.45] Can't be left sober like this
[00:31.10] With these thoughts on my mind
[00:33.26] The nostalgia hitting every time
[00:36.11] Suns up
[00:36.88] South facing rays
[00:37.82] Refracting right off the glass
[00:39.29] That keep us from jumping right off the balcony
[00:42.30] These days
[00:43.01] I think of you
[00:43.82] Silhouette in the city
[00:45.26] Bottles empty
[00:46.14] At the floor of our bed sheets
[00:48.30] Never close enough
[00:49.67] For your ears to pick up on the thoughts
[00:51.92] In my head that run rampant
[00:53.84] The secondhand smoke
[00:55.11] It does choke
[00:56.02] Reminder of the past
[00:57.35] Evidence of self love which is absent
[00:59.79] These streets be so haunted
[01:01.26] I don't know if I can stay longer
[01:05.69] The memories we made here
[01:07.38] They hurt me to linger around
[01:10.82] I guess
[01:11.40] I'm just a secondhand smoker
[01:13.09] This trip be mediocre
[01:14.58] So fresh
[01:15.21] Your taste be on the tip of my tongue
[01:17.48] Can't be left sober like this
[01:19.09] With these thoughts on my mind
[01:21.34] The nostalgia hitting every time
[01:23.42] I'm just a secondhand smoker
[01:25.06] This trip be mediocre
[01:26.61] So fresh
[01:27.22] Your taste be on the tip of my tongue
[01:29.42] Can't be left sober like this
[01:31.04] With these thoughts on my mind
[01:33.30] The nostalgia hitting every time
[01:36.26] Hold up
[01:37.84] Need a moment
[01:38.61] Time to put it out
[01:39.65] Puffs take shape of your perfume aroma
[01:41.90] Reminiscing back at that day
[01:43.82] Night played out like a movie
[01:45.13] Can't dismiss the replay
[01:47.42] I'm just a secondhand smoker
[01:49.09] This trip be mediocre
[01:50.54] So fresh
[01:51.21] Your taste be on the tip of my tongue
[01:53.46] Can't be left sober like this
[01:55.10] With these thoughts on my mind
[01:57.35] The nostalgia hitting every time
[01:59.41] I'm just a secondhand smoker
[02:01.12] This trip be mediocre
[02:02.54] So fresh
[02:03.22] Your taste be on the tip of my tongue
[02:05.41] Can't be left sober like this
[02:07.06] With these thoughts on my mind
[02:09.22] The nostalgia hitting every time
[02:11.86] This high I feel
[02:12.62] So far from done
[02:13.49] Drowning thoughts
[02:14.14] I'm feeling numb
[02:14.85] The taste of you still on my tongue
[02:16.34] I can't hold off these hits for long
[02:17.86] A secondhand smoker
[02:19.06] I'm choking
[02:19.68] I'm facing consequences
[02:21.31] A result of my actions
[02:22.61] There ain't no second chances
[02:23.91] Rolled it and sold it
[02:24.98] And though it's potent
[02:25.84] You smoked it
[02:26.49] I'm selling dreams and you bought it
[02:27.80] The pain I caused you
[02:28.68] I caught it
[02:30.17] This lung burn feels like a razor
[02:31.78] Grazes dangerous and lethal
[02:33.24] Curtain closing just in time for the sequel
[02:35.56] Uh
[02:36.28] Am I getting close
[02:37.61] But never close enough to acquaint
[02:39.94] With each breath that your lungs take
[02:41.77] The second hand smoke
[02:43.06] Like pen strokes
[02:44.05] A token of reward
[02:45.34] Evidence of each beat your heart makes
[02:47.81] Familiarized myself
[02:49.36] With all of these things that I can't change
[02:53.57] I said I've been there
[02:54.61] I've done that
[02:55.33] I've left it all out on the page
[02:58.85] I guess
[02:59.43] I'm just a secondhand smoker
[03:01.18] This trip be mediocre
[03:02.58] So fresh
[03:03.18] Your taste be on the tip of my tongue
[03:05.42] Can't be left sober like this
[03:07.13] With these thoughts on my mind
[03:09.31] The nostalgia hitting every time