Celestial Body Armor

Laying still at night, think about the future and what it means to be alive
How did it come to be that the world is a mirror reflecting what we dream
cnd if there's a plan...a plan that's bigger than you and me
Did we make the cut, did we do enough to get where we're supposed to be
So maybe heaven is a clock on the wall counting the seconds until we're all
Running out of history and running out of everything else we see
When we fall apart do we fall forever, drifting further into time
When we close our eyes are we just falling or can we feel what's left behind
When we fall apart do we fall forever, drifting further into time
When we close our eyes are we astral essence existing somewhere beyond life
Counting stars at night, think about the distance and how far away it seems
How did it get so dark on the edge of the universe, the edge of everything
So we're building up...tying to reach what we can't see
cnd if we find the answers will it put our minds at ease
Will it make life better, will it make it worse, will it plague us like a new disease
Will we live forever, will we bring back Jesus, or will we just keep building
When we fall apart do we fall forever, drifting further into time
When we close our eyes are we just falling or can we feel what's left behind
When we fall apart do we fall forever, drifting further into time
When we close our eyes are we astral essence existing somewhere beyond life
When we fall apart do we fall forever, drifting further into time
When we close our eyes are we just falling between the darkness and the light
When we fall apart do we fall forever, drifting further into time
When we close our eyes will we be together or will we feel what's left behind
What can I feel to show me what's real