Differentiate

[00:12.44] Holding on to words
[00:15.56] Clinging on to thoughts
[00:18.55] Trusting vows once made
[00:21.44] Love or hate I can't differentiate
[00:28.90] I can't differentiate
[00:36.46] Holding on to words
[00:39.42] Clinging on to thoughts
[00:42.57] Trusting vows once made
[00:45.43] Love or hate I can't differentiate
[00:52.98] I can't differentiate
[01:01.51] Love or hate
[01:32.44] Take me down
[01:33.72] Into the depths I've sworn myself to never see
[01:36.21] I've gotten used to second guessing being part of me
[01:39.16] Taking my time before
[01:40.46] Faking the image of a
[01:42.15] Person that's got everything under control
[01:48.21] But there's a feeling deep inside of me
[01:54.17] I'm not the man that I once claimed to be
[01:57.42] Holding on to words
[02:00.49] Clinging on to thoughts
[02:03.43] Trusting vows once made
[02:06.42] Love or hate I can't differentiate
[02:13.97] I can't differentiate
[02:23.69] But how did I end up in here?
[02:28.90] A burnt out mess at the end of a year
[02:34.01] At the end of a year
[02:36.02] I didn't listen to myself and everyone around me
[02:39.82] Trying to adhere to what influenced me profoundly
[02:42.80] Casting out the hated deadweights
[02:45.89] That are residing inside of me
[02:48.56] Staring into my soul
[02:51.36] I never thought I would feel so cold
[02:54.14] Hating just what I see
[02:57.21] I never thought I would want to be
[03:00.17] Isolated from what makes me
[03:03.31] Hold on through misery
[03:06.12] Time I wasted without facing
[03:09.44] It might not set me free
[03:12.44] Holding on to words
[03:15.41] Clinging on to thoughts
[03:18.45] Trusting vows once made
[03:21.38] Love or hate I can't differentiate
[03:29.23] I can't differentiate
[03:34.56] Love or hate
[03:37.35] I feel my own ambition breathe down my neck
[03:40.79] Always trying to elevate myself into greater heights
[03:43.22] Yet it only leaves me feeling like a total wreck
[03:46.06] And lying awake through most of my nights
[03:48.47] The flame is fading out in me
[03:57.45] Why won't someone stop me from eating up myself?
[04:03.16] Break me down and take what you need
[04:07.60] Take what you need
[04:09.57] I've fallen victim to my very own greed
[04:15.43] Holding on to words
[04:18.40] Clinging on to thoughts
[04:21.47] Trusting vows once made
[04:24.35] Love or hate I can't differentiate
[04:31.92] I can't differentiate
[04:39.30] Holding on to words
[04:42.36] Clinging on to words
[04:45.41] Trusting vows once made
[04:48.38] Love or hate I can't differentiate
[04:54.61]