Catharsis
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๐ Lyrics
Waking up from dreams to a nightmare
Coulda sworn that everything was right there
But life has a funny way of making you believe you have it all, only to snatch back like where
I stopped talking cause my words weren't in the right ears
Wished I was 6 feet and I don't mean my height here
All I had were choices and some dice here
And something that'll give more than a buzz from this light, yeah
This ya boy story
Stuck in purgatory steady tryna find glory
Job ain't insure, praying ain't assure me
Had me looking for that fishscale, tryna find Dory
If I'm not on 940 I was probably in the X
Grandma said she see behind my smile that I'm stressed
Whole world paused at my cusp of being great
If the illness didn't kill us, it was cops, where's the break
When everything's a wreck, I'm relying on resilience
It's never dark for long when you showcasing your brilliance
So I tried to build with Trav, used to trust that nigga
Despite all the red flags, now it's fuck that nigga
Thought that he was down to ride til he crashed my whip
I took the blame and almost charged for that accident
Started moving like an opp and never paid me back a penny
Then he ghosted, so to me that nigga in cemetery
Now I'm broke and in a hoopty making limited moves
Life sat me down but still got something to prove
As if shit couldn't get more outta control
Lil mans pops rolled, now I'm taking on his role
Kids were never my thing but with him it hit home
Had everybody telling me he was my clone
I don't think I want none of my own
But as long as Unc here, swore he'd never be alone
To be that strong male figure, lord knows these boys need em
But I ain't have an answer why his pops wouldn't see him
Moms got back with dude despite the disrespect
Ain't come correct, so we beefing cause I put him in check
Now the kid is brainwashed, thinking I was in the wrong
Surprise! Ya bum ass daddy once again gone
Cause TreY'll tell the truth when everybody else won't
How my fans call me Uncle but my nephew don't
Ain't got no studio money but niggas asking me for tracks
Homie, I was in the crib having panic attacks
I was crying to my mama like nobody ever listen
I don't talk to my sibling, her baby father, wanna kill him
The family's feuding, everybody down bad
Nephew's dad a deadbeat and I still miss my dead dad
Couldn't make no music, home ain't feel like home
I love being alone but never felt so alone
Hiding from my friends, they can't see me like this
I know they sick of hearing can't for every link I miss
All that weight on my shoulders tried to replace em on a rack
But when depression too heavy you can't bench press that
Poker face through the bullshit, I don't have a tell
Couldn't tell all my chips were down, dealing with this hell
And what I do? Rise up out flames something major
Now I'm greater, so please don't ask about this shit later
Coulda sworn that everything was right there
But life has a funny way of making you believe you have it all, only to snatch back like where
I stopped talking cause my words weren't in the right ears
Wished I was 6 feet and I don't mean my height here
All I had were choices and some dice here
And something that'll give more than a buzz from this light, yeah
This ya boy story
Stuck in purgatory steady tryna find glory
Job ain't insure, praying ain't assure me
Had me looking for that fishscale, tryna find Dory
If I'm not on 940 I was probably in the X
Grandma said she see behind my smile that I'm stressed
Whole world paused at my cusp of being great
If the illness didn't kill us, it was cops, where's the break
When everything's a wreck, I'm relying on resilience
It's never dark for long when you showcasing your brilliance
So I tried to build with Trav, used to trust that nigga
Despite all the red flags, now it's fuck that nigga
Thought that he was down to ride til he crashed my whip
I took the blame and almost charged for that accident
Started moving like an opp and never paid me back a penny
Then he ghosted, so to me that nigga in cemetery
Now I'm broke and in a hoopty making limited moves
Life sat me down but still got something to prove
As if shit couldn't get more outta control
Lil mans pops rolled, now I'm taking on his role
Kids were never my thing but with him it hit home
Had everybody telling me he was my clone
I don't think I want none of my own
But as long as Unc here, swore he'd never be alone
To be that strong male figure, lord knows these boys need em
But I ain't have an answer why his pops wouldn't see him
Moms got back with dude despite the disrespect
Ain't come correct, so we beefing cause I put him in check
Now the kid is brainwashed, thinking I was in the wrong
Surprise! Ya bum ass daddy once again gone
Cause TreY'll tell the truth when everybody else won't
How my fans call me Uncle but my nephew don't
Ain't got no studio money but niggas asking me for tracks
Homie, I was in the crib having panic attacks
I was crying to my mama like nobody ever listen
I don't talk to my sibling, her baby father, wanna kill him
The family's feuding, everybody down bad
Nephew's dad a deadbeat and I still miss my dead dad
Couldn't make no music, home ain't feel like home
I love being alone but never felt so alone
Hiding from my friends, they can't see me like this
I know they sick of hearing can't for every link I miss
All that weight on my shoulders tried to replace em on a rack
But when depression too heavy you can't bench press that
Poker face through the bullshit, I don't have a tell
Couldn't tell all my chips were down, dealing with this hell
And what I do? Rise up out flames something major
Now I'm greater, so please don't ask about this shit later
โฑ๏ธ Synced Lyrics
[00:23.55] Waking up from dreams to a nightmare
[00:26.48] Coulda sworn that everything was right there
[00:29.10] But life has a funny way of making you believe you have it all, only to snatch back like where
[00:34.51] I stopped talking cause my words weren't in the right ears
[00:37.22] Wished I was 6 feet and I don't mean my height here
[00:40.70] All I had were choices and some dice here
[00:43.02] And something that'll give more than a buzz from this light, yeah
[00:47.11] This ya boy story
[00:48.67] Stuck in purgatory steady tryna find glory
[00:51.40] Job ain't insure, praying ain't assure me
[00:54.08] Had me looking for that fishscale, tryna find Dory
[00:57.06] If I'm not on 940 I was probably in the X
[01:00.01] Grandma said she see behind my smile that I'm stressed
[01:02.90] Whole world paused at my cusp of being great
[01:05.51] If the illness didn't kill us, it was cops, where's the break
[01:08.55] When everything's a wreck, I'm relying on resilience
[01:11.37] It's never dark for long when you showcasing your brilliance
[01:14.04] So I tried to build with Trav, used to trust that nigga
[01:16.90] Despite all the red flags, now it's fuck that nigga
[01:19.69] Thought that he was down to ride til he crashed my whip
[01:22.44] I took the blame and almost charged for that accident
[01:25.37] Started moving like an opp and never paid me back a penny
[01:28.41] Then he ghosted, so to me that nigga in cemetery
[01:31.30] Now I'm broke and in a hoopty making limited moves
[01:34.35] Life sat me down but still got something to prove
[01:36.90] As if shit couldn't get more outta control
[01:39.71] Lil mans pops rolled, now I'm taking on his role
[01:42.58] Kids were never my thing but with him it hit home
[01:45.63] Had everybody telling me he was my clone
[01:48.93] I don't think I want none of my own
[01:51.18] But as long as Unc here, swore he'd never be alone
[01:53.85] To be that strong male figure, lord knows these boys need em
[01:57.09] But I ain't have an answer why his pops wouldn't see him
[01:59.67] Moms got back with dude despite the disrespect
[02:02.40] Ain't come correct, so we beefing cause I put him in check
[02:05.41] Now the kid is brainwashed, thinking I was in the wrong
[02:08.48] Surprise! Ya bum ass daddy once again gone
[02:11.35] Cause TreY'll tell the truth when everybody else won't
[02:14.07] How my fans call me Uncle but my nephew don't
[02:16.66] Ain't got no studio money but niggas asking me for tracks
[02:19.69] Homie, I was in the crib having panic attacks
[02:22.56] I was crying to my mama like nobody ever listen
[02:25.40] I don't talk to my sibling, her baby father, wanna kill him
[02:28.39] The family's feuding, everybody down bad
[02:31.18] Nephew's dad a deadbeat and I still miss my dead dad
[02:33.99] Couldn't make no music, home ain't feel like home
[02:36.69] I love being alone but never felt so alone
[02:40.02] Hiding from my friends, they can't see me like this
[02:42.57] I know they sick of hearing can't for every link I miss
[02:45.42] All that weight on my shoulders tried to replace em on a rack
[02:48.18] But when depression too heavy you can't bench press that
[02:51.03] Poker face through the bullshit, I don't have a tell
[02:54.00] Couldn't tell all my chips were down, dealing with this hell
[02:57.02] And what I do? Rise up out flames something major
[02:59.72] Now I'm greater, so please don't ask about this shit later
[00:26.48] Coulda sworn that everything was right there
[00:29.10] But life has a funny way of making you believe you have it all, only to snatch back like where
[00:34.51] I stopped talking cause my words weren't in the right ears
[00:37.22] Wished I was 6 feet and I don't mean my height here
[00:40.70] All I had were choices and some dice here
[00:43.02] And something that'll give more than a buzz from this light, yeah
[00:47.11] This ya boy story
[00:48.67] Stuck in purgatory steady tryna find glory
[00:51.40] Job ain't insure, praying ain't assure me
[00:54.08] Had me looking for that fishscale, tryna find Dory
[00:57.06] If I'm not on 940 I was probably in the X
[01:00.01] Grandma said she see behind my smile that I'm stressed
[01:02.90] Whole world paused at my cusp of being great
[01:05.51] If the illness didn't kill us, it was cops, where's the break
[01:08.55] When everything's a wreck, I'm relying on resilience
[01:11.37] It's never dark for long when you showcasing your brilliance
[01:14.04] So I tried to build with Trav, used to trust that nigga
[01:16.90] Despite all the red flags, now it's fuck that nigga
[01:19.69] Thought that he was down to ride til he crashed my whip
[01:22.44] I took the blame and almost charged for that accident
[01:25.37] Started moving like an opp and never paid me back a penny
[01:28.41] Then he ghosted, so to me that nigga in cemetery
[01:31.30] Now I'm broke and in a hoopty making limited moves
[01:34.35] Life sat me down but still got something to prove
[01:36.90] As if shit couldn't get more outta control
[01:39.71] Lil mans pops rolled, now I'm taking on his role
[01:42.58] Kids were never my thing but with him it hit home
[01:45.63] Had everybody telling me he was my clone
[01:48.93] I don't think I want none of my own
[01:51.18] But as long as Unc here, swore he'd never be alone
[01:53.85] To be that strong male figure, lord knows these boys need em
[01:57.09] But I ain't have an answer why his pops wouldn't see him
[01:59.67] Moms got back with dude despite the disrespect
[02:02.40] Ain't come correct, so we beefing cause I put him in check
[02:05.41] Now the kid is brainwashed, thinking I was in the wrong
[02:08.48] Surprise! Ya bum ass daddy once again gone
[02:11.35] Cause TreY'll tell the truth when everybody else won't
[02:14.07] How my fans call me Uncle but my nephew don't
[02:16.66] Ain't got no studio money but niggas asking me for tracks
[02:19.69] Homie, I was in the crib having panic attacks
[02:22.56] I was crying to my mama like nobody ever listen
[02:25.40] I don't talk to my sibling, her baby father, wanna kill him
[02:28.39] The family's feuding, everybody down bad
[02:31.18] Nephew's dad a deadbeat and I still miss my dead dad
[02:33.99] Couldn't make no music, home ain't feel like home
[02:36.69] I love being alone but never felt so alone
[02:40.02] Hiding from my friends, they can't see me like this
[02:42.57] I know they sick of hearing can't for every link I miss
[02:45.42] All that weight on my shoulders tried to replace em on a rack
[02:48.18] But when depression too heavy you can't bench press that
[02:51.03] Poker face through the bullshit, I don't have a tell
[02:54.00] Couldn't tell all my chips were down, dealing with this hell
[02:57.02] And what I do? Rise up out flames something major
[02:59.72] Now I'm greater, so please don't ask about this shit later