Private Jet

I lost a little peace of mind around noon just the other day
Thought I might be going mad by the things I want to say
When I walk around the block and then my brain begins to spin
Well this can't be paradise, it can't be all that life can give
When I start to lose my shit when I'm living day to day
I get scared
Lookin' through the lecture laws that make my skin crawl in and out
Talkin' to clones of clones that make yawns come out my mouth
Searchin' for a pseudo sole who can retaliate my pain
I hope to get a year or two and then it crumbles down again
It seems to me I've done this dance so many times before
And in vein (its all the same)
But I like this life
This little world I've made
All this shit that bothers me
I've only got myself to blame
I've only got myself to blame
I've only got myself to blame
I've only got myself to blame
I've only got myself to blame