Back Of My Mind

God i'm sorry I know that it's been a while
felt easier to running back to the bottle
Drinking and smoking this pain
Away
Too far down the wrong path to turn around
Kinda felt like I let you down
And I didn't
Want you to see me this way
But in the
Back of my mind
I know you're here for me
When I'm losing my fight
Your the strength I need
When i try digging my grave
You come to set me free
When I feel too far to pray
I hear you calling my name
In the back of my mind
I try to trust but then everyone just up and leaves
God, I just want something real
Something better please
Sorry I beg when I pray
I stop talking when I start to feel ashamed
Just one of the devils games
I know he's trying to
Push me right into flames
But in the
Back of my mind
I know you're here for me
When I'm losing my fight
Your the strength I need
When i try digging my grave
You come to set me free
When I feel too far to pray
I hear you calling my name
In the back of my mind
I'm done trying my way
Jesus you're the only
name that can save
In the back of my mind
I know you're here for me
When I'm losing my fight
You're the strength i need
When I try digging my grave
You come to set me free
When i feel too far to pray
I hear you calling my name
In the back of my mind
The back of my mind