It's Too Hard to Say Goodbye

This room is too bright
My lungs too tight
I can see my breath in the air tonight
I think I want to crash my car
And fly to mars
I want to sink into the stars tonight
Stop all of this screaming in my head
Pull the trigger, fill it up with lead
Tell my mom I'm sorry - but I tried
And it's too hard for me to say goodbye
I'm spinnin round and around
Playing lost and found
Do I see my soul over there?
Not quite
I don't know where I'm going now
I'm driving round
But I'm blinded by the sound
I might...
Stop all of this screaming in my head
Pull the trigger, fill it up with lead
Tell my mom I'm sorry - but I tried
And it's too hard for me to say goodbye