Gordian Worm

my worm writhes inside me
i love her more than i can say
she sucks my blood and eats my flesh
and fills the lesions with her eggs
she coils around in shibari knots
crawls under skin around my veins
if i am a bottom then she’s a top
if i am the host then she is a welcome guest
she's a parasite and my kink
a disease but i fucking get off to it
an endless drive for endless life
your love of me of which i’m blind
i’ll let her feed until i die
she’s my only excuse of why i’m alive
once i’m used up she’ll move somewhere else
both immortal and a lifeless corpse