By Myself

[00:13.81] It's been a long time since I've felt like
[00:15.97] I wasnt by myself
[00:17.62] I can not deal with this pain
[00:19.43] Its been a long time i need help
[00:21.33] Its been a long time since I put my heart on top of the top shelf
[00:24.98] Im tired fighting all my demons need something for this pain felt
[00:28.75] Its been a long time but I need help though
[00:30.69] Depression got a grip on my life got a grip on my throat
[00:32.84] Gotta pick what I do gotta pick what I dont
[00:34.69] So Im hitting the road and I aint coming back
[00:36.67] I gotta tell it bye now
[00:37.98] Gotta change my life right now
[00:39.28] Feeling low I get high now right now why now
[00:41.70] Its been a long road but you mine now
[00:44.23] I dont see what you see in me
[00:47.97] I got issues and Im empty
[00:51.66] I know that you think you get me
[00:55.26] But I dont even get me so how could you ever get me
[00:58.91] I dont see what you see in me
[01:02.74] I got issues and Im empty
[01:06.42] I know that you think you get me
[01:10.17] But I dont even get me so how could you ever get me
[01:13.02] It's been a long time since I've felt like
[01:14.96] I wasnt by myself
[01:16.78] I can not deal with this pain
[01:18.53] Its been a long time i need help
[01:20.49] Its been a long time since I put my heart on top of the top shelf
[01:24.05] Im tired fighting all my demons need something for this pain felt
[01:27.76] And Im not feeling good now I
[01:29.41] Mask the pain
[01:30.38] Smile on my face Its a mask for pain
[01:31.97] When I make it big with the cash and fame
[01:33.89] Will it be the same will I notice change will I
[01:36.11] Huh Im still feeling strange
[01:37.50] Got a little buzz my mind it rearranged
[01:39.32] Got a little buzz but ma I will not change
[01:41.19] Got a little buzz my mind going insane
[01:42.86] But I came in vain so they hate my name
[01:44.72] And they hate
[01:45.53] Anything Im doing so I do it with a purpose
[01:47.35] Anything Im doing I do it while Im still hurting
[01:49.20] Everything Im doing I do it I do it perfect
[01:51.11] Anything Im doing now
[01:52.44] Everything I screw it up
[01:53.80] Prolly why Im feeling down
[01:55.24] Prolly why Im feeling stuck
[01:56.62] Thinking i should give it up
[01:57.77] It's been a long time since I've felt
[02:00.91] Like I wasn't by myself
[02:04.73] I can not deal with this pain
[02:08.43] Its been a long time i need help
[02:12.13] I feel alone again
[02:14.81] Dont reach out I been on my own instead
[02:18.54] Stuck in a cycle of my own repent yeah
[02:23.08] Here we go again yeah here we go again
[02:26.91] I feel alone again
[02:29.68] Dont reach out I been on my own instead
[02:33.29] Stuck in a cycle of my own repent yeah
[02:37.96] Here we go again yeah here we go again
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