They Never Found Me (Save His Calm)

I can't bring myself to seek the truth anymore
Don't ask me how I feel
I'm neither up nor down
Who's keeping score anyhow?
I can't face you fully or look you in the eye these days
Don't think that I don't want to but my heart is sore
I'm looking down, and down I go

I know two worlds and I don't know which is real
So I choose each word and the darkness I conceal

Hi, ho, where did he go?
High then low, I'm still searching for my soul
They're so near but they never find me
And I will wait a while in my silent purgatory

I can't bring myself to say I love you anymore
Don't think that I don't want to
But on these words, I'm choking down the song now
I'd try to hold you but my arms are thin these days
Don't think I should be leaned on
This beer's been knocked down, how did I go once more?

I know two worlds and I don't know which is real
So I write this down and hold the light I can't reveal

Hi, ho, where did he go?
High then low, I'm still searching for my soul
They're so near but they never find me
And I will wait a while in my silent purgatory
Hi, ho, where did he go?
High then low, I'm still searching for my soul
They're so near but they never find me
And I will wait a while in my silent purgatory

And I will wait a while
And I will wait a while