Meaningless

[01:01.60] I still smell of sweat
[01:06.23] Still the scent of my giving in
[01:11.45] Tried to feel regret
[01:16.00] But I want it to stay on my skin
[01:21.22] I still fantasize
[01:26.02] Close my eyes to the wrong again
[01:30.95] Still those 'fuck me' eyes
[01:36.12] As I'm licking the palm of my hand
[01:40.76] How the hell am I supposed to keep myself
[01:47.50] When you are so damn far away
[01:52.69] And everything feels meaningless
[01:57.65] And I am not mine?
[02:00.68] How the hell am I supposed to keep myself
[02:07.59] When you are so damn far away
[02:12.55] And everything feels meaningless
[02:17.45] And I am not mine?
[02:40.84] I still smell of sex
[02:45.54] Still her taste on my fingertips
[02:50.44] Try to feel remorse
[02:55.68] But it's hard with her wet on my lips
[03:00.24] How the hell am I supposed to keep myself
[03:07.01] When you are so damn far away
[03:12.07] And everything feels meaningless
[03:17.02] And I am not mine?
[03:20.12] How the hell am I supposed to keep myself
[03:26.94] When you are so damn far away
[03:31.86] And all I do seems meaningless
[03:37.07] And I am not mine?
[03:43.79] I need something of my own
[03:47.68] Something with a locked door
[03:52.52] A room just for me alone
[03:56.42] Something that I can control
[04:06.38] I need something of my own
[04:12.68] I need something cutting to the bone
[04:17.50] I need something that is mine
[04:22.20] If that must be guilt then fine (How the hell)
[04:27.16] I wanted something nice and fine
[04:32.13] This guilt is a hole but it's mine
[04:37.86] I wanted something nice
[04:42.02] This guilt is a hole but it's mine
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