i miss all my old friends

(L-lowkey)
I keep living in a moment
It already passed me
I’m forever looking out the window of the backseat
What’s on your mind?
Didn’t know you asked me
Earphones on and the music always blasting
I miss all my old friends
got a lot of new ones
Nothing wrong with them
I just tend not to say too much
Got a lot of hurt that I carry when I move on
Let go of a little every time I drop a new song
I guess that I need this
Don’t know if it needs me
Sometimes I break down for it
Sometimes it feels easy
Scared you might be disappointed if you ever meet me
Hide behind a screen, never show myself completely
I know you think
I got it all figured out
I can’t seem to put my guard down, feeling lonely
I just say that it’s on my brand for me to be lowkey
You say I think too much
Tell me how to stop then
Sober half a year now so weed is not an option
Open up the blinds
Mama said to let the light in
Cleaning up my room
My eternal mind is spotless
You deserve a rest, boy
Leave it for the next morning x2
*in korean
If this didn’t work out, really
When I was young…
Really angry,
I’d hit the wall
But you know, think positive. Everything works out
You’re just wasting…your anger.