postponement

I don't really wanna pose another threat to you
I've been really trynna put on all the best for us
So much distance, even when I'm feeling next to you
I'm postponing the thought of what's next for us
I don't really wanna pose another threat to you
I've been really trynna put on all the best for us
So much distance, even when I'm feeling next to you
I'm postponing the thought of what's next for us
Why it feel like I challenge when I step to you?
I gotta hide, and I'm leaving nothing left for trust
Yeah, for us, nothing left for trust, nothing left but lust
'Cuz everything is like a conflict
Not even directly
You just got enough love that you can ups-e-e-et me
Pull myself outta my darkest depression
To leave your heart with impressions
That you don't gotta correct me
But I'm wrong—
It don't even feel right to put this shit in a song
How I'm gonna musically portray that I don't feel strong?
Yeah, I been pluckin' weeds, but it just end up right in the bong
I fuckin' can't get along, the pain, it helps in the long run
Run, run, run, run
I been running for my life like it's in danger
Gotta find a tow along without my mater
Unhooked off the leash, really all the same fear
Gotta take a deep breath, look in every way near
Cars coming from the left, right—trynna stay clear
Life is a highway, I'm running low a tank here
That's why I hitchhike, trynna find my way there
I don't really wanna pose another threat to you
I've been really trynna put on all the best for us
So much distance, even when I'm feeling next to you
I'm postponing the thought of what's next for us
Why it feel like I challenge when I step to you?
I gotta hide, and I'm leaving nothing left for trust
Yeah, for us, nothing left for trust, nothing left but lust
Nothing left but rust
We try sip from the cup, and both our lips get cut
We know it's killing us slow, but either us give a fuck?
Not a worry amongst whatever kind of this love
We gotta keep it above, don't let it drown in our blood
How we gone see all the mud and say that we haven't been flooded?
I need some factual summing for this—I'm actually running
I'm fucking terrified, I need a fucking answer from someone
Whether it's you or another, somebody gotta know something
I don't really wanna pose another threat to you
I've been really trynna put on all the best for us
So much distance, even when I'm feeling next to you
I'm postponing the thought of what's next for us
Why it feel like I challenge when I step to you?
I gotta hide, and I'm leaving nothing left for trust
Nothing left but lust