Here 2 Stay

I'm here to stay
Can't run away
Let the time pass
We'll be okay
Never thought that I'd hit the brakes
Thinking bout how my life has changed
Every second of every day
My mind has been in a race
With the fakes, with the lames
If you with the bullshit, get out my way
Used to write rhymes to kill the pain
Now my pen, it don't hit the same
They say they with me, I don't feel that love
I'm wondering if I gave enough
Came from the mud, now I see it clear
Then what's the point if I lose me here?
I'm here to stay, just for today
If I leave tomorrow, know I paved my way
I gave the truth
In every beat
In every play
But even legends gotta turn the page
Let the time pass
We'll be okay
But if I go, just press replay
I don't got plaques, I don't need fame
And I got dreams that I can't explain
Every night it feels like a test
Every doubt that's sitting on my chest
Even when I write
This shit still hurts
Trying to find some peace
In a world of words
I've been quiet but I'm not weak
Just got a lot that I don't speak
And if I leave, would they still care?
Would my songs just fade to air
Intermission, need me a break
Text me now, don't hesitate
Ooh
Ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh
This ain't for clout, this ain't for plays
This is for nights that I felt afraid
For the times that I stared at ceilings
No beat, this my thoughts and feelings
I used to wonder if I'd make it out
And now I know what this shit about
Will I lose myself, go too far
I got no fear, I show my scars
Maybe one day I'll let this go
Find a new road and take it slow
But until then
I still write
I spill the truth in the dead of night
I'm here to stay
Even if I fade
And when I go
Just think of me today
I'll leave a mark
Some kind of trace
Even if I never find my way back home
I ain't scared
I ain't scared
I ain't scared to die
I don't care
Still don't care
I ain't care
My whole life