Chelsea Hotel #3

He was giving me head on my unmade bed
So I tried to stay focused
But with "Chelsea Hotel #2" playing in the other room
I giggle, my mind runs away with me
Chelsea Hotel #3

I guess now's not the best time to tell him
I also don't know how to please myself
Taught that it was secondary to P in V
So I first came when I was eighteen
I first came when I was eighteen
Until then I'd relied on others
I'd never thought to try
Internalized everything
Bought my first Bullet at 23
So then I knew differently
Unlearning everything
And as we know practice makes perfect

New Year's resolutions
I will learn to take care of myself
Take care of myself, if you know what I mean
Take care of myself
Take care of myself

"Sorry," he says
Propped on his elbows looking at me
"Well don't stop now," I say, but he's rubbing his jaw
I was distracted trying to finish myself
Then think of Tim Curry in lingerie
Or holding her heavy breast
Or Y Tu Mama Tambien