Again

I'm thinkin bout relapsin again
I can't help it i always give in
I'm scared to fly home i'm scared to die when i land
Cuz i kno my plug will be waitin there with open hands
I wanna change i rly do
But I can't cuz i dont kno who
Who i amI
I wanna be somebody
That isn't just a fuckin junkie
But i dont kno how to be anythin besides me
And this is me
This is me
This is all i wanna be
I've never felt so fuckin free