Edgewood

[00:13.74] My face is wet and cold
[00:20.24] I feel like my city
[00:26.81] I know this is getting old
[00:33.56] But I'm stuck creatively
[00:41.68] And I miss you so much
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[00:57.56] And I've tried to write 'til morning, it shows
[01:05.40] But it's all pointless not being home
[01:14.78] Oh, I miss you so much
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[01:29.85] I hope you feel great consistently
[01:43.18] 'Cause out here it's blue and grey
[01:50.14] Sometimes it gets to me
[01:57.92] Oh, I miss you so much
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[02:13.42] And I've tried to write 'til morning, it shows
[02:21.28] But it's all pointless not being home
[02:33.27] This is what they all said when I wrote I'm Gone
[02:36.84] "It's all in your head"
[02:38.67] Now, I know that they are wrong
[02:45.75] I still fear the fucked up reality that
[02:49.34] Everyone is goddamn better than me
[02:52.20] I hope that I am wrong
[02:58.96] I'm staying up 'til morning
[03:01.51] I hope working hard will bring you home
[03:15.67] 'Cause I miss you so much
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[03:39.14] We'll be listening back to this tape many years from this date
[03:42.28] And I wonder if my voice has changed
[03:44.42] Maybe I'll all of a sudden sound like a dad, who knows
[03:49.85] But I do feel things rapidly changing for me now
[03:52.63] Increasingly rapid changes
[03:54.81] Uh, uh
[04:00.56] Emotional change, uh
[04:03.97] Priority change, even more so than what I thought it would be
[04:07.55] This is the big one
[04:08.61] I'll tune in later
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