Dying To Live - Demo

I don't know what the answer is
But I know that it's somewhere there always is
I can see the smoke, I can feel the burning
Hitting as the flaring of my wishes begin
The junk of the feeling I can't overthink
Why is blue and white is heaven?
I can't leave my arms alone for two minutes
You get what you give
Ever feel like you're dying to live?
Oh, when you're dying to live
Oh, when you're dying to live

Why do I do what I do when I do?
I was empty, I was bleeding, so fuck you
It's a tough call on every enhance
A life stretch can't go, we all hear the voices
Been shooting up so long it looks like shooting down
I said now the wave bends
My essence flowing in full cascade
I still don't know what the answer is
Maybe sometimes there never is
When you're dying to live

Oh, when you're dying to live
Oh, when you're dying to live
Oh, when you're dying to live

My spirit, my entity
My hopes, my breathing, my dreams are leaving
Well, my needle is gently weeping
Floating two steps forward and one step back
My denim are closing in on black
I can see the mountains, I can see the sky
The teal trail of this warm summer's night
Wish you could see me blowing this kiss
Don't forget about me, don't remember me like this
I was only dying to live

Oh, I was dying to live
Oh, I was dying to live
Oh, I was dying to live