There is no easy way out

There is no easy way out
No dirty tricks, no need to shout
Bear with me, I'm gonna cry
Scared, I no longer wanna try
I've wanted to meet like this for so long
Just both talking, how it all went wrong
Not meant to be a photo opportunity
Finally connecting our bad memories
Slow unravelling. No sense of belonging
In an air of, almost complete un reality
I wish I had, a real close friend
So, to you, I was less of a burden
But I am yearning to breathe freely
Battling with myself, it ain 't easy
I can't go deep down, into a snake pit
Must give my side of the story, straight
It's a dangerous time in our life
Ashamed, no longer man and wife
Single and reluctant to mingle
Is the perfect punchline signal
It's all change............
Shallow and strange
Don't accept an invite that you want to skip on the day
He has now agreed to divorce me, to stay away
Don't accept an invite that you want to skip on the day
We have agreed it's time to leave me, to stay far away