An Obvious Cry For Help

I, I abuse myself
And I, I love fucking myself
And I, can't figure out
Why I'm so miserable
So what the fuck do I need to change?
If you've been around the block enough
Life's luster gets buried in the mud
But you control all your rainy days
If I can't make the sun shine again
Wouldn't I just be better off dead?
I, I've lost control
And I, I can't say no
And I, I've been numbing my brain
And I, I've learned to love the pain
So what the fuck do I need to change?
If you've been around the block enough
Life's luster gets buried in the mud
But you control all your rainy days
If I can't make the sun shine again
Wouldn't I just be better off dead?
If I can't make the sun shine again
Wouldn't I just be better off dead?