Self Sabotage

Speaking in a language we forgot when we were young
While everything around us crumbles to the floor
Never-ending raw desires, like sand, they've disappeared
Always looking for my downfall, enjoy it while I'm here
I always entertain the worst parts of myself
This shame that I've succumbed to is enough to make me fail (fail)
Tie me to your veil
Leave me next to last
I'm just trying to become the hero in the glass
That's why
I self, I self-sabotage
That's why, why, why, why
Self, self, I
Self, self, sabotage
That's why
I self, I self-sabotage
That's why, why, why, why
Self, self, I
Self, self, sabotage
That's why
I self, I self-sabotage
That's why, why, why, why
Self, self, I
Self, self, sabotage
That's why
I self, I self-sabotage
That's why, why, why, why
Self, self, I
Self, self, sabotage
For ages, we ignored how this chapter would unfold
You kept listening to prayers that everyone forgot (oh)
Fantasies of pain, written in our past
You tell me that we're useless, we learned it from the best
Remember when our hope was pretty, young, and new
Now that everything's forgotten, we're a mirror of our youth
The people left behind were the crutches of our days
I'd rather self-sabotage; it always makes me pay
That's why
I self, I self-sabotage
That's why, why, why, why
Self, self, I
Self, self, sabotage
That's why
I self, I self-sabotage
That's why, why, why, why
Self, self, I
Self, self, sabotage
That's why
I self, I self-sabotage
That's why, why, why, why
Self, self, I
Self, self, sabotage
That's why
I self, I self-sabotage
That's why, why, why, why
Self, self, I
Self, self, sabotage