Sweat Off Our History

‘Cause i’m scared to fail
Or lose a friend
‘Cause i’m a man
And that shit hits so hard like when
Our love just ends
So keep me in your mind again
But in my defence
Oh honestly
I thread the needle from who i am
And what you want from me
So will i find my peace
On this loveless leash
Or are we blind
We run in circles
And take what we want
We hide our troubles from
Our confidants
You don't love yourself and that just haunts
Take a sip let it slip and do what you want
Its again and again and again
Can we be honest or just stay friends
Oh..
Are we blind
Like half the time
You wanna call me love
You'll leave in time
And then we’ll tear us up
And you’ll tell me that you miss me
And then you’ll come and kiss me
There’s never any mystery
Oh are we hanging on to us
Like a fucking hand before a bus
Oh honey it’s enough
Just know that if you miss me
And then you come and kiss me
We won’t sweat off our history
Here again
Have you lost a friend
You tend to use me like i’m only just
Your sedative
Its repetitive
Tell me how that isn't double negative
We’ll get ahead of this
I wouldn’t bet on it
It’s again and again and again
Can we be honest or just stay friends
Are we blind
Like half the time
You wanna call me love
You'll leave in time
And then we’ll tear us up
And you’ll tell me that you miss me
And then you’ll come and kiss me
There’s never any mystery
Oh are we hanging on to us
Like a fucking hand before a bus
Oh honey its enough
Just know that if you miss me
And then you come and kiss me
We won’t sweat off our history
Are my eyes closed baby im blinded
By all the nights we meet up in silence
Oh I don't wanna let us go
And I don't wanna let you in
So what you thinking
What you thinking
She says her body is always tired
And her mind races but there is silence
Be careful of our sin
She don't wanna let me in
She don't wanna let us in
Are we blind
Like half the time
You wanna call me love
You'll leave in time
And then we’ll tear us up
And you’ll tell me that you miss me
And then you’ll come and kiss me
There’s never any mystery
Oh are we hanging on to us
Like a fucking hand before a bus
Oh honey its enough
Just know that if you miss me
And then you come and kiss me
We won’t sweat off our history