The Worst at Being Alive

Every day in these trenches is the same
I only know I'm a soldier by my name
I'm a vampire by trade
I'm a shell of the man my mother made
And I'm tired of this hole in my head
But there's so many more holes I could get
I have no idea what I want
I have no idea who I am
But I know I'm the worst at being alive
And I know I'm the worst at being alive
And I know I'm the worst at being alive
And I know I'm the worst at being alive
You make the signs of the cross in my eyes
And you dance like a prayer come to life
And you come like an angel to me
And you make me believe I could be
You make me the best at being alive
And you make me the best at being alive
And you make me the best at being alive
And you make me the best at being alive
And I'm the best at being alive
And I know I'm the worst at being alive
I know I'm the worst at being alive
And I know I'm the worst at being alive